BUSY DAYS...

I will be very busy for 3 months starting Nov 5, 2007.

My work hours will stretch to 12 hours.

It will be beneficial for me because it will take my mind off every thing. In 3 months hopefully the money in my piggy bank will be enough to support my goals.

The number 3 has been very significant in my life.

Baby...Mahal... Irog..Honey...Sweetheart

This is an open letter to "you"....

Baby...Mahal... Irog..Honey...Sweetheart, --- Ito ang mga endearment names na gustong gusto ko itawag sa iyo.

Gusto kita alagaan, lambingin arrghh.. napakahirap ng pakiramdam.

I thought it's over... Akala ko natalo na ako sa laban at handa na ako sumuko.

Honey...It's going to be hard for me but I made my decision. Ayoko na masaktan pa ulit. It's been a year and I'm still hurting inside.

I pray for your happiness. I thought that I can stand seeing you everyday, knowing that you are just around the corner but I can't even talk to you.

Gusto kita kausapin, gusto kita ma-akap man lang.

I thought that time heals all wounds but I guess a year is not enough.

Last resort na ito it's time to let go.

It's about to time that I leave this place.

Thank you for the memories.

WHERE IS THE LOVE???

GLORIETTA 2 - a very well known shopping mall owned by equally well known family - THE ZOBEL de AYALA, known for it's elegant atmosphere and beauty was suddenly turned into a graveyard last week. A bomb claimed the lives of the innocents, the place tore down by the blast, glasses shattered, cars scattered.

It's not unusual to hear heartbreaking stories from tragedies like this, it's always hard to loose a love one in a very unexpected and cruel way.

To all of the victims I pray for your soul God be with you also to the families who suddenly looses a member my prayer is for you to be strong and may you find it in your heart to hold on to God.

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I am going through a tough time right now as much as I want to think of happy thoughts, affirm myself that every thing's going to be alright, sometimes I can't help but loose my focus and start to whine and question God why all this is happening to me.

I admit that I can't think it anymore.

I don't how long I can stand and fight but in the end whatever happens I know that I did everything I can.




Where is the love???
"If it is meant to be, our hearts will find each other when we meet. And if our hearts melt together so will our bodies and souls. Then every word and every touch will fuel our passion flame. I will be yours, you will be mine, and we will be one."

I belong to PANSITAN.

Sa handaan I prefer Pansit Bihon over Spaghetti because I'm a pesco vegetarian. Kasi nowadays madami na ang nagluluto ng pansit na shrimp, kikiam, squidballs, pusit ang sahog. Istapagets kasi bihira lang nag nakaka-appreciate ng seafoods ang sahog, nakasanayan na din kasi.

Ang Pansit kahit walang kanin solb na, pero masarap din minsan na i-ulam sa kanin ang pansit, carbs galore.

Nakaka-intriga na ang pinaghalo-halong sangkap at mahahabang noodles ay lumalabas na masarap na masarap. Hmm..... yum yum.

Pansit pwde mo halintulad sa pagkaka-ibigan yan, iba-iba kayo ng kulay, hugis, at lasa pero pag pinagsama anong sarap at sustansya.

Ano ang connection nito sa title? Aba eh masaya kung ibinabalita sa inyo na ako ay kasama na sa PANSITAN ni ATE SIENNA.

Naku napakaligaya ko talaga at napabilang ako sa PANSITAN, dahil bukod sa madami ka matutunan eh, napaka-kwela pa.

ATE SIENNA MARAMING SALAMAT po.. :D

What A Wonderful World...

PRAYER

Dear God,

Thank you very much for all the blessings you generously shower upon us. Thank you for all the challenges.

Thank you for your patience, loving kindness, guidance, support, making your presence felt when I needed it the most.

Father God, I'm lifting up all my worries and cares to you. Thy will be done.

Father you are the great creator of the universe I may never understand your plan, I may be troubled by the injustice ongoing, of all the questions I have in my mind I know deep in my heart that you are the only one who have the answers.

Father whatever your plans are not just for me but for the whole universe, Thy will be done.

Father I pray for my family, may their heart be filled with love and confidence.

Father I also want to pray for the person so close to my heart right now. May he be safe from harm, his heart at peace, and his faith grow stronger.

May he feel your love is stronger than any challenges he will encounter.

Again Thank you Father.

Amen.

FREEDOM

I am born to be free...

They say that people born under the water sign Aquarius are freedom lovers. Yes I am a freedom lover.

I show respect to others rights and I expect them to do the same. Everybody deserves to live as they please. Public officials are elected to guide people and their country to prosperity, maintain peace, but not to suppress their voices and live their life according to what their Public officials tell them.

I am doing this for Burma and for my country as well. No one wants to be prisoner in their own country.

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When I met you... thank you.

There I was an empty piece of shell
I smile in my own world without even knowing
What love and life was all about

Then you came, you brought me out of the shell
You gave the world to me and before I knew
There I was so in love with you

[chorus]
You gave me a reason for my being
And I love what I’m feeling
You gave new meaning to my life
Yes, I’ve gone beyond existing
And it all began
When I met you…

I love the touch of your hand
When i look in your eyes i just want
I know I’m on to something good

And I’m sure my love for you will endure
Your love will light up my world
And take all my fears

You taught me how to love
You showed me how tomorrow and today
My love is different from the yesterday i knew
You taught me how to love
And darling I will always cherish you
Today, tomorrow and forever

And I’m sure when evening comes around
I know we’d be making love like never before
My love who could ask for more

Thank you for coming into my life. My life is so much brighter with you by my side.

I am looking forward spending the rest of my life with you.

God bless us.

I love you.

Being imperfect in a "Perfect WORLD".

It's hard.

Your so called "friends" will make fun of you. They have mastered the art of masking mockery with concern.

"Ang taba mo parang palo-palo ang mga hita mo", " Ang macho mo mas malaki pa ang braso mo sa akin", "Kahawig mo ung bagong janitress" "Parang sinabe mo naman na wala syang itsura"

Of course at the end of those statements are "no offense meant" or the ever famous "joke lang".

You skip meals, deprive your self of food, but still it seems like your effort is not good enough.

You owned every beauty products out in the market hoping that you will have "kutis artista", clear white skin.

You religiously apply every cream, lotion, whitening to your skin but to no avail. Drunk all the new diet pills endorsed by celebrities

No it's not challenging, it won't inspire you to love yourself but instead it will drive you insane. Frustration, dissapointments, you even have nightmares.

Maybe I'm too sensitive , that I can't stand brutally frank people. But I think because I don't treat other people that way and I expect the same respect I have for other people.

*YOU CAN'T PLEASE EVERYBODY* well, well...

What do you care what other people think? those *people are supposed to be your friends so all along you're thinking that they are right and they only want what's best for you.


As for me I already got tired living in that *PERFECT WORLD* and I decided to live in my God's world.

I am a child of God.